we went to Canada when we argued
again and you broke things off? I
think it was shortly after I invited you
to the Grand Canyon and you
criticized my friends. People our age
can be stupid like that, selfish, it was
my fault I think for not giving you space,
but by that point the cycle kept repeating
itself and I liked you so much. My head
told me not to expect too much because
even though you liked me for a long time
before I liked you, every time I gave you
too much trouble your toes grazed the
landing. It was my fault for capturing
you after the house warming party. Even
though my head told me that we weren't
compatible, that it would never work out and
end too soon, hearts would be broken, pain
and trauma seared, and the tangles in my mind
couldn't easily be braided, a worked up heart
once again overrode it's brain. I touched your
arm and asked if we were okay, and for
the final time you said we were
In my head we fell in love around Christmas,
you're better than you think you are~